life is short... or some even think that its too long... hehe.. wadeva..

aniways.. finalli changed my bike~! its still kups la..

finalli passed my driving license.. happi happi..

life's bored... zZzzZzz...

somehow, im so sleepi.. and tired.. physically.. zZz... wish i could have more sleep.. hahaha..

was typing this inside the office.. and.. today is a peaceful day u see..
as.. the "site manager" is on leave! but i think without a leave form..well.. i dun care.. i rather his not here.. lolx..

i need a part time job... freelance job... =( its like so difficult to find those which is not long working hours.. tired one leh if work 8-9 hrs of night shift..

tommorow another working day... and.. saturday will be our company D n D.. first time to attend this type of event.. lol.. as im a super lazy person, who does not like to attend all this things ma.. not unsocialise okay.. haha..

this month budget gonna be damn tight.. hai.. insurance... road tax... inspection... everything comin up!!!

i will survive because i wont die of hunger yet.. lol..

ciaoz!

argh!!!! i failed my TP AGAIN!!! 4th time man.. so... dots la.. u see.. today morning.. but..

nvm..

im gonna pass one day.. hopefully i dun have to retake my ftt.. but is like so broke la.. hai..

aniways.. was back to changi airport one week ago.. previously was attached at AH.. a super duper sux place.. its so warm and hot there.. with lots of mosquitos..
and ya.. most interesting.. we saw cobra can.. lol..

next next.. 5 of us went there.. me, fish, azhar, nad, shahin.. aniways.. we went queensway.. went ikea.. went anchor point.. and even went jurong point..

we dun only shop okay.. we even went to the plant room etc.. and.. me and fish was like.. flipping hundreds and thousands pieces of papers everyday.. zZz..

yeah..

after AH.. was back at airport.. zZz..

have this very complex feeling around.. due to mani mani things which i also dont know myself how to elaborate.. sigh.. seeing some of my frens havin parents support to let them continue their studies where i dun have.. wanted to work myself and earn the cash seems so tough for me.. well..

work is still neutral i say.. though i dun really like the site manager.. who act funny to make pple laugh but had a attitude in work.. shall see..! cox hes a foreigner.

sometimes hate being lie by someone who i think is my good friend... but naturally, i can understand why this lie is said.. and times, i'm wondering does .. take me also as a good friend or somethings.. i hate to be in this sitatuation to be so concern about a fren.. and this had not been happening to me after so many many years.. mayb the feeling is because wad happen ytd i guess.. wierd me.. but i told myself again and again.. its nth.. okok.. nothing.. >.<

please.. i must wake up from my dreams, and face the reality!!!! but i dunno wad is the reality leh..

have been like half a year since my dad din contact me.. and i din contact him.. and wad happend that time when i was at chalet was jus like a show... no feelings at all..

its been so numb cox its been happening for the past 20 years..


hope things will be better.. and i will think better!!!

yupx.. three months since i step into this blog... well.. just some of the things that had past since the last few months..

did went for the grad day... quite alright i guess..

after that was actually the end of our contract... last day was workin night shift, which is on the 30th june... many of our pple was working... and it was fun but super tired.. cox i worked the previous night, went home and catch a few hrs of slp.. and came to work again at afternoon.. till the next morning... but.. after handover, all of us went simpang bedok for breakfast. and some were drinking early morning.. haha..

next few days was at TOCC... no site.. so had a job which is to do PLB audit with boon and hernan... and the second week of july was our chalet!!!! its fun i say.. =)

after the audit, which end around 3rd week of july, actually went to PLB... cox fish wanted to be there.. so together ma... as she dun like equity plaza so din went there also..

aniways.. its been two weeks alreadi since i join PLB.. quite alright but dun really like some pple there.. zZz.. so attitude one..

failed twice of my TP.. damn it.. sigh.. add more oil man!!!!!!!

dear bloggy~! i am back.. haha.. because im so free now.. u know.. after two night shift.. and i cant slp now.. -.-" but aniways the time track is so lost alreadi lar.

aniways will be goin to grad day~! so mayb shall post again about that.. i guess..

one months plus more before i leave airport... so that means no more shopping after that inside the transit! damn.. im gonna go for two more shopping when i got my pay.. muahhaha...

Darlin boy is acting wierd nowadays..

humph..

his bday is comin~! but i dunno wad i shall get for him..

which site should i go?? so confused.. but hell.. i wun wan2 go to MHI.. lol..

shall stop here.. bye~!

time flies so fast~! had been workin for two months plus.. its been so long i've meet up with the girls~!

workin shift is so sleepy.. -.-"

shall den blog other time.. haha

exams over! = graduated!! (if i pass all my modules) lol..

finished my last paper on 1st feb o8... and guess wher i go? i went home to slp! lol..


last paper was valuation.. i did not slp u know! lol.. remember i was studyin with hui xian at night.. and called Mrs Ti at 9pm.. she told me theory was 50% and calculation also 50%! which in the first place.. i had intend to skip those boring theory.. cox kai tai told me theory only 20%! lol...which later on.. i went down to hougang to meet alick. and went to fetch james. and went to Tmart to meet up with carp.. spend my night studyin at mac.. which all of us only study calculation okay! despite of wad mrs ti said.. lol.. too much of calculation.. cox u know.. i nv pay attention in klass.. -.-" so i went back hougang to park my bike with alick... and den we went to carp place.. cox darlin need to use the bike lor!! -.-" paper at 2pm.. went for the paper with a sleeping mood.. den went home to slp! lol..

for this exam of mine!! i am a good girl! cox i actually study and memorise okay! except for that stupid space planning paper.. lol..

next next!!! two days of lecture for the safety test on 4th and 5th feb.. i went okay! lol..

and.. it is CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!

new year eve..
went to darlin place for steamboat.. and den back to tpy for steamboat again.. and off we go to chinatown!! lol.. i know its stupid to go there.. aniway there is one uncle who is so damn kp.. we quarrel with him on the start of the fireworks.. which mean! 12am.. the first day of CNY! and.. i dont care! after that.. went back to tpy cox brought some things back.. and we went to AMK hub for a movie!!! book the tickets online at 1am.. and the show at 145 i think.. lol.. we watched "ah long pte ltd"! news said this show was a disastor.. but.. i think its okay leh.. pple will still go and watch regardless of wad the press says... cox its from director jack neo! and he got our deep impression that all his show is nice! so who cares.. i still went to watch.. =D

CNY day one!

was at darling place at the morning.. first stop is to darlin ah ma house! den second stop went over to benson's uncle de brother place.. to bai nian lar! after that came back to tpy!! and went back darlin place again!!!

CNY day two!!
wake up in the morning.. was slacking.. cox no place to go.. went to NTUC to spend time.. lol.. den went over to my cousin christine house at kallang bahru together with db also.. therefore.. i need to ride myself.. lol.. stayed there.. played blackjack..! for awhile.. yeah.. we won! lol..
next to darlin house.. cox his relative went to his house.. played blackjack too! iris auntie was the banker till she gave up cox she kept losin. lol.. pushed it to me and darlin.. so we was the banker for awhile.. till his god-father came.. and his frens (xiang hao, willie, george, angela and ken)( i think thats all. )came.. his god-father was the banker..

next to arab street!! cishar time! with angela and ken..

overall. yeah! its still a good day! lol...


CNY day three!!
went to have dinner with daddy~! went to eat "zhi char" with darlin.. had my lovely chilli crab and lots more! guess daddy was suspecting i am ridin a bike.. lol.. cox he see the photos in my phone.. and of cox.. i says is darlin de! lol. -.-" after dinner.. went over to my bishan auntie house! again.. blackjack lor! lol.. my mummy was the banker.. its not a good day.. lol..

CNY day four!
went to darlin de 4th granduncle place.. den went to my mummy fren "auntie doris" house.. at simei.. its a funny scene..

i press the doorbell..

auntie doris son opens the door.. and darlin look at himm.. they knew each other.. -.-"

so darlin asked.. why u are here..
he replied... this is my house..

LOL..

blackjack again~!

played banker for awhile.. and den went down for BBQ! was bbqing crayfish.. lol.. its nice! den went up and play awhile.. den next stop! to eddy place! also around simei.. (phengky, kenny, kopi, jason, willie etc etc was there)
eddy was the banker at first.. till he gave up.. and ask darlin to be.. lol..
was a good day too! so they want us to treat.. lol..
so treat willie, phenky and kopi for prata! but they dunno order wad soup and mutton chop.. lol..
no pork curry and no char siew rice..

went back home~!

monday..was slackin at home lor.. lol..

tuesday! went to sch earli morning.. for that 100 MCQ test.. well.. 30% got read before.. 70% i dunno wad izzit... so.. its MCQ.. so guess lor! lol..

after that.. mahjong at my place!!!! with chun, hx, kai tai.. its so unfair.. the two guys won! me and hx lost.. lol.. after mahjong, they went to catch the last train.. so i went down to find darlin..
went to da bao "mee fen"!
well.. i did a stupid thing at the pavement again.. fk.. later den say..

wednesday! meet up with my stupid sister at chinatown.. he went to buy kitty.. -.-" den he accompany me to bugis.. to buy my present! a key pouch and a wallet.. lol..
den went back to tpy.. darlin buy roast duck to my place.. lol..

thursday!!

today is valentines day!!!!

im still at home.. its 430pm now.. cox... he is at sentosa lar!!!!!
-.-"


well.. i still remember the first time i fall from my bike.. was at the morning.. when i wanted to come out from the small pavement of his.. i missed my step.. and my baby fall on the right side.. my right mirror came out.. injured my leg.. lucky on the lots there is no bike! onli his dad bike was two lots away.. -.-"

next.. was jus two days ago... was at the night.. i was thinking if i will fall again from the pavement not.. cox ever since that day i dun dare to park my bike at pavement ler.. so i was veri slowli.. and fk.. i think i step on the drain withought the cover.. this time.. i fall from the left! -.-" left mirror gone.. -.-" injured my hand.. -.-"

picture illustraion.. -.-"









the unskilled photographer..


well.. found a job! at airport T3.. under keppel! goin to sign the contract tml!! at tuas man! so far.. -.-" think startin work on monday ler bah!!! bye bye!

yippie~! life so bored... exams period now.. but seems like holiday to me.. lol.. but.. still must enjoy studyin u know~! cox i may not need to study animore after exams~! haha.. aniways.. pm2 is on like thurs? eew.. the notes is so damn thick lar.. aniways.. i must must start valuation leh~! cox i will have no time to study one day ahead... due to those calculation.. or another words.. i was not paying attention to lesson.. lol..

aniways... saturday~! sleep till darlin is back... lol.. went to eat.. and went in to JB~! so long since i go there.. lol.. went to find jb boy.. take things.. den went to holiday plaza to walk around.. around 6+ come out ler.. went to motor shop put thing.. den went back home..

next.. fishing at punggol end~! for a few hrs onli.. lol.. den went back and slp..

sunday... slacking as usual... morning went to bike shop.. get my bike fix.. and wash my bike.. went back to slack again.. and went to outrum to eat "song fish head" with darlin!~ den went back home lorr..

cabbed back tpy today morning.. stared at comp till now.. lol.. im super lazy to start studyin.. =(

yeah!! 2 papers finished!! 4 more to go... lol..

aniways.. rewind back! see.. hmm..



11 january 08.. (friday)
went school early in the morning for the interview at BE office with keppel! next.. went to class.. had lunch.. slack around with hui xian.. den went for fmain make up klass!

12 january o8.. (saturday)
followed darlin to bedok in the morning.. im sucha nice gf.. lol.. actually went to gan-mummy there to rebond my hair! lol..

aniways.. did not mention i went to dye my hair the previous sat.. 5th jan.. as usual.. followed darlin to bedok lo.. and my coloring of hair is proudly sponsered by him! lol..

kind regret to dye it first.. cox supposed i dun intend to do rebonding.. but after colorin and cut.. its so damn messy lar! so went to rebond.. and it spoil the ends of my hair! and my hair is now so little and short.. =(

i wan2 do curl hair extension!! but stupid boy says is ugly and waste money.. wth! im gonna do.. and i dun care. muahahhahaaha.. -.-"

see.. hmm.. i got STM.. i cant remember wad i did.. -.-" hahaha.. well..

monday supposed to have CSW make up class.. and! only 4 out of like 21 pple go.. LOL.. which is the bombers who go to sch~! its not that we are not good student and skip it.. its cox next day got test lar! and the teacher expect us to go from 3-5pm, peak hour.. and i cant even manage to finish studyin.. lol..

15th january o8.. (tuesday)
its space test.. think gone.. lol.. nv memorise anything.. lol.. fk.. aniway.. guess tutorials etc will help.. haha..

after test was slacking the whole day.. lol..

16th january o8.. (wednesday)
im a good girl u know! i studied for fmain since 3+pm~! lol.. -.-"

17th january o8.. (thursday)
went to fmain test in the afternoon.. quite ok la.. well.. i did a stupid thing! i thought do all question u know! and it is 4 choose 3 question.. i still dunno.
until xy ask me.. "u chose wad question"
and i still thought xy miss out doin one question lar! till i went to ask around.. -.-" kaox.. and i still finished my paper earlier then them.. lol.. well.. hope that Mr TAL keep his words.. lol..

after that.. went to raffles tower with hx! for the interview with CKS.. well.. nth much abt it.. haha.. a valuation job.. haha.. den.. went to buy donut from donut factory!!! yippie.. since the queue is short.. haha. so decided to buy back home~! and.. left my so broke.. =( cox the nice me.. brought one dozen home.. lol.. my darlin will be the happiest boy cox he is at my place waiting for it! lol..

18th january.. (friday).. today lor..

went to sch in the morning for the CSW telephone test.. lol.. so lame.. den went to FC3 to eat with hx and tracy.. den stay ard sch awhile.. den went back home.. so boring!

i want to buy slippers leh!!! mine spoilt.! lol..

so long since i went for my driving.. and freak.. i haven even go change my TP date.. lol!

i wanna do curl hair extension!!!! regardless of wad he says! lol.. -.-" or mayb jus normal one... lol..

psst.. evil..

an ending is just a new beginning! year 2oo7-2oo8

yeah! its 2008.. today is the 9th january already!

lets see.. last year.. i am a good girl! cox i'm seldom absent for lesson! lol.. and i only receive like one or two warning letter for my semester 2! lol.. its good enugh for me okay..

aniways.. back to 2007.. 30th december 2007!

i went to wash bike early in the morning with darling.. and it rained like hell during the evening! and my efforts.. or rather his efforts are gone to the drain. lol.. so.. waited for the rain to stop and ride to aloha loyang for hsing chieh birthday celebration!

reached there around 7pm.. stayed till around 11+..

once in a while.. meetin up with them is so fun! and we are like the noisiest people over there..
includes me, cat, iris, xue ying and bf, rebecca and bf, su zhen, aloysia, serene, germaine, elin, xiao mei, imelda who go awhile.. er.. i guess thats all.. but its enugh! lol.. later on.. some went off early. and the rest of us went to whitesands macdonalds to eat and slack over.. till 11.20pm their last train..

so.. 31st december!

went out with darlin, angela and ken!
went to bbgg for dou hua.. and den.. off to racky for a space for fireworks! went opposite esplanade.. and park bike outside the construction site.. wher alot of cars and bike and lorry park there.. oh.. one suey car got summon from cisco.. LOL..

reached there ard around 1030.. seat there.. slack.. and at that time its already alot of people there ler! -.-"
den the guys went to cheers to buy thing back.. and! 12am! fireworks! its so nice.. lasted for 8min.. but due to the lagness of my stupid phone.. the photos are not nice! lol..
this is the nicest pic i have..



and it marks the beginning of year 2008!!!
an ending is just a new beginning!

resolution for 2008!

- my darlin to be more caring and dont be hot-tempered.. and earn more $$ for me to spend! lol..
- more meetings with the girls!
- more $$$$$ to spend!
- a laptop
- make my baby nice and pretty! with a new arai helmet! lol
- graduate from SP!
- find a nice job with a good pay! best work dun start so early morning! wanna zZz.. lol..
- get my driving license by this year!
- buy a dog if possible!
- catch more fishes and prawn.. lol..

guess thats all for now..
im not a greedy girl.. lolx..

3 more fmain tutorials to go.. a few more revision lesson to go..

test on 15 and 17 jan..
exams on 14, 29,31 jan and 1 feb

gonna take the BCSS exams..

and.. that marks the end of my poly life! if im able to pass everything! gonna work hard!!!!

yippee!!!!!